成长篇~

放假的第十四天...

我~过得不错...

没有浪费时间...

过得还蛮充实的...

很快的我就要十四岁了...

要长大了...

不再是一个永远都长不大的小妹妹了...

学习变成少女...

学习改变自己...

身边的一切即将变了...

一切的一切不再迁就着我...

一切的一切是我在迁就着它...

渐渐的我必须学着去了解一切...

一旦长大很多事情即将离开...

也一样的...

一旦长大了我即将会认识新事物...

现在的我开始要跟进一步的了解自己...

现在的我也不能是我...

要学习改变...

我~学习长大...

jus by:小欣~♥

1711

你真的不用为了我去伤害最爱你的人...

真的不值得...

我不值得你为我伤害他...

懂吗??

不要再酱了...

放手吧...

明天要去一个为期4天但我只去3天--

不是露营的露营...

就因为它没有过夜...(==)

好显哦...这3天要早起...

而且还要步操和学什么first aid 的东西...

累咯...那些senior又欠打到要死哦...

不过我还蛮期待第3天的营火会...

应该会不错好玩吧...

但一想到那几个凶巴巴的senior就显掉...

希望当天他们不要扫我门的兴咯...

jus by:小欣~♥

@#￥%&×@

现在的心情很复杂...

开心：考完试了...要放假了...

伤心：不懂做么有种要别离的感觉...

终于考完试了...

心中也没那么压抑了...

虽然还会为成绩操心...

但反正我不是进2E就是2F...

也没什么差吧...

只怕没有人陪我罢了...唉...

也终于要放假了...

辛苦了一年（也不算辛苦，每天都只在玩）

我终于把我人生中第一年的中学修完了...

感觉自己好像长大了...

回想一下这一年里所发生的事情...

觉得以前的自己真的很幼稚...

明年，明年我要彻彻底底的改变...

我不会让看不起我的人继续的看不起我...

我要让大家对我另眼相看!

虽然很难但我会做到!

欣，加油!

伤心？

我也不懂为什么伤心...

又不是永远不能再见面了...

但就是有种要毕业的感觉...

也有点不想先放假...

我还真希望下个拜六才放假...

舍不得...

算了...

打起精神来...

放假了...

我可以玩的痛快了...

爽!!!

jus by:小欣~♥

ExaM]]

唉又考试了...

明天考科学和生活技能...

我现在竟然还能在电脑面前发呆...

年终考我依然那么的坦然面对...

一点也不为自己的未来着想...

没有要读书的意思...

也不知道明年是不是读2F...

不懂谁会陪我读最后一班咯...

我觉得我们大家都很奇怪...

早知如此，何必当初...

都知道不读书肯定会死的...

却不要好好珍惜时间...

等到没时间了才觉得可惜...

我做人真的是做到好可悲哦...

要加油啊...

考完明天和后天我就自由了...

那时我就能在‘天空’自由的飞翔了...

加油加油再加油！

jus by:小欣~♥

唯独】】

看了大家的部落格...

顿时觉得自己很幼稚...

为什么大家都能那么的成熟...

唯独我不能...

大家都能成熟的写出自己的心情...

唯独我还在用幼稚的词...

写出幼稚的心情...

大家都长大了...

成熟了...

唯独我...还停留在以前的世界里...

停留在大家以前的世界里...

jus by:小欣~♥

因祸得福~

嗯...其实老实讲...

我非常感谢你...

因为要不是没有你的无理取闹...

我跟他的关系不会变得酱好...

虽然失去你我有一点不舍得...

但是因为你我多了个好友...

事到如今...也不能挽回了...

所以我说这些是多余的...

但是我还蛮感激的...

谢谢你的脾气...

这样也应该算是因祸得福吧...

跟你吵架...但我又有一个知己...

谢谢你...

我曾经的朋友~♥

jus by:小欣~♥

//

不知到为什么...

最近的我...

累了...

也不想睡觉...

jus by:小欣~♥

{ 伤感 }

不知道做么最近一直做梦...

重点是都是一些伤感的梦...

有事现实中的我也真的会掉泪...

不懂这些代表着什么...

可能是好事...

那就是把我的眼泪流完...

让我不会再哭...

不会再害怕伤心...

也可能是坏事...

意味着有不好的事即将要发生...

当然...我希望是好事...

让我学会坚强...

现在的我不想睡觉...

原因就只是不敢做梦...

害怕伤心...

害怕流泪...

希望今天的我不要再做那些奇怪的梦了...

jus by:小欣~♥

AiYoyO

唉...阿敏今天明天都没来...

显咯...自己一个...

但幸好有紫欣陪我...

可是紫欣...

我告诉你蛤...

我今天是开心到...

也给你GEK到...

唉哟哟...

下去楼下也不讲一声...

去前面也不讲一声...

很佩服你叻...

哈哈...

然后问你我鼻子有红吗...

你跟我讲没有...

结果我回家发现我可爱的nose是红到...

OMG！给你炸到不行...

今天莲姐又偷偷把“情书”放在我的laci...

详细内容...阿敏，我拜一给你看...

语气是有几好一下的咯...

那天全部放感叹号...

今天全部放句号哦...

第一个字还跟我写"嗨"

显掉咯...

最后还问阿敏做么没来？？

生病吗？？

好关心你哦，阿敏...

还一直来巴结我哦...

唉...早知如此，何必当初...

后悔莫及了咯...

我尽然连用2个谚语+成语哦...

强...呵呵...

『选择』

昨天跟紫欣和啊敏聊天...

讲出了自己的想法...

我觉得我错了...

我今天问了几个人的意见...

A=3 B=2

A我要改掉我的性格...

B我要做回自己...

今天终于知道要怎样做了...

这个问题想了很久...

现在终于有答案了...

也终于做了个选择...

啊敏...懂了吗？？

...tired...

好累哦...

这一整个礼拜都早起...

就为了忙演戏...

都不懂我在拼什么...

搞到自己身子累累的...

还跟我失眠...

昨天突然觉得我很强...

我只睡4-5个小时...

过后6.15a.m.坐巴士去学校...

在巴士上因为安哥开电视害我没有的睡...

过后读了5小时的书到12.15p.m. ...

然后就直接去跳舞...

跳到3.30p.m. ...

之后回到家一下子又去运动30分钟...

晚上跟爸爸妈咪去唱歌唱到1.00a.m. ...

佩服自己的身体...

连我妈都讲我精力旺盛...

唉...

超累的...

讨厌！

我不喜欢这样的你们！

你们比我大就了不起啊！

就可以酱对我吗！

我讨厌你们酱对我！

讨厌讨厌很讨厌！

我小是给你们欺负的吗！

不爽！！

傻傻的

昨天咪咪带我去剪刘海...

结果...

很傻...

惨了拜一不懂要怎样见人咯...

唉...

幸好他没有跟我剪到超短的那一种...

今天很闲...

不懂要做什么...

唉...

大考都要到了...

都还不要读书...

欣啊...

加油啊...

考个好成绩出来...

不要再让咪咪失望了...

加油!!

啦啦啦

好久好久没有更新blog了...

好懒惰哦...

最近不是读书就是考试...

不是考试就是放假...

好累哦...

为什么中学那么多试考蛤...

显...

最近的你很奇怪...

不像是我之前认识的你...

我还以为你跟我讲的脾气已经没了...

因为我跟你相处的这阵子...

我觉得你一点也不像你讲的那样...

我一直以来对你的印象还算不错...

可是...

我真的还不够了解你吗...

感觉上我好像做错了...

能不能告诉我要怎样办才好...

我真的不懂...

我希望这场风波能快点过...

对不起

如果可以的话...
我希望这个世界上没有你的出现...
不是因为我不爱你...
而是我太过爱你...
因为你不再属于我...
我也不再属于你了...

请原谅我的自私...

对不起...
你永远都在我心中...
我不会忘记你的...
因为你是我生命中最特别的过客...

0710

yesterday we went to CS gaigai...
so happy...
first we went to MPH to find cruzett and yi ling...
and we went to many places...
after that I, hui juan and si min shop together...
we shop here and shop there...
we went take pic(da tou tie)...
we went to STARBUCK...
we went to PADINI...
and more...

but we felt angry about them...
you think you very pro mie...
you think you very big mie...
we will threat you back like that next time...
you all sendiri BU SHUANG it's ok...
but can you all dun so...and let us also BU SHUANG can??
you all destroyed our good mood youn know...
if you all really very urgent also cannot do that kind of things...
if the things hilang...
how you compensate??
you say lah!!

dun too confident

you thought I'm happy and felt good now??
no...I'm not good...
because of you all...
only you wanted to change school??
no...me too...
because of you...
you thought you are always right??
no...you aren't...
because of your proud...
that's all...
isn't all is my faults??
no...you are wrong...
I felt sad coz of your over self confident...
I also need a happy secondary life...
but coz of you...
I can't...

忍尿记...

哈哈...
今天超搞笑的咯...
我竟然从差不多一两点多忍尿忍到七点多...
是强的咯...
而且在学校还灌了自己超多水的哈哈...
然后在巴士上时是几辛苦一下...
结果忍到petronas时我们就求uncle给我们下车尿尿...
我的尿是急到坐下来膀胱都痛...
还有我的肚子好像孕妇哦...
啊丽还拍了起来...
当uncle一停车我，娟，丽和霖就冲下车尿尿...
因为大家都很急...
上完厕所后整个人都轻松了...
我们还在厕所里拍照呢...
uncle还问为什么我们上厕所要4分钟之久...
哈哈...
我们真搞笑...

so hungry...

walau...
so hungry!!
that stupid puan tan lo...
dun know said wat thing la...
juz a very small question and have to talked about two hours...
wat a crazy and stupid teacher...
talked until recess still dun wan to stop...
haiz...
so hungry lo...
haha...
we all no need to go flat day already...
happy...
but juz now very hungry...
haha...

change place...

yesterday, I ask teacher to change my place...
cause teacher said...
every month the two group that at two side must be change...
if I still sitting at my old place...
next month I got to sit infront of the teachers...
I dun wan...
haha...
and I told teacher that I can't see clearly on my old place...
and I ask miss tan to change my place to middle row...
so...teacher let me sit beside Issabel...
not bad...
cause that place is very very nice and good...
haha...
I lov'in!!
gambateh!!
I must be work harder!!!
jia you!

discover...

omg!!
bobo is my senior in my primary school...
I felt so honor because I have a beautiful senior...
lastly, I wish you rest in peace...
remember...
don't worry about the things and people at here...
you will be happy at heaven...
really...
you only have to be responsible for keep the blessing of us...
bobo~
you are the best...
and rest in peace...
i wish we can be sisters in next time...
take care...

rest in peace...

bobo~
when I get the news of your death...
I felt so sad...
and so sympathize...
those bandit will get the retribution...
you don't worry about that...
we all very hate them too...
wish the judge will bring them to justice...
you must put down all the worry...
bring up our blessing...
and you will not lonely...
let the Buddha pull you up to the heaven...
be at ease and go with the Buddha...
we all love you forever...
and you are always in our heart...
bobo~
rest in peace...

so sad...╥﹏╥

so sad...
everybody can go shopping...
only me still at home...
why so unfair!!
I hate myself!!
I hate them!!
why like everybody no comprehend me...
u all feel well already lo...
leave me here alone...
why u all threat me like that...
we are still fren??
I think u all jus watch me like ordinary fren...
am I right??
maybe only I can't go and they didn't tell me everything??
ya...maybe like that...
I think surplus...
ya...I think surplus...
OMG!!
I become crazy!!!

sorry about that...

yesterday we just be "fren"...
and today I unexpectedly advance goodbye...
I'm so sorry about that...
I also dun wan to do that...
but I have no choice...
we not suit you know...
I'm not going to let you sad...
but I can't do out the things that violate my conscience...
I'm felt so sorry to you...
I know that kind of pain...
cause I have try it before...
I know now I said everything is unnecessary...
but I can't do anything now...
and maybe you didn't care about this...
so...the only way can I do now is only this...
so, so, so, sorry about that...

finally...

finally...
my piano lesson finish...
that's wonderful...
but the greater part we chating...
haha...
she didn't discovery...
wish every lesson will be like that...
and wish every piano lesson mami not at home...
I wish in this way...
that's my world...
I love it...

I wanna free!!

I wanna free...
I dun wan tuition class...
I dun wan piano...
haiz...why somebody can without tuition class and piano...
I hate piano...
I hate that teacher...
she very annoy le...
if tuition class is ok...
but I really hate piano...
I dun wan to learn piano...
I dun wan I dun wan I dun wan!!!
haizz...
I wanna freee...

happy...(●*∩_∩*●)

I'm so happy today...
cause I just get a interesting news when I'm in fb...
so happy...
but got a little bit disappointed...
cause I let slip...
but I still have chance...
haha...
now only have a little bit problem...
I think it will be solve soon...
what a wonderful and happy day...
yahoo!!

unuseful...

I felt I began so unuseful...
I also dunno how come I felt...
I think they can live without me...
really...I'm not copying zi yee...
sometime I can felt...
sometime I can't chat with them...
but I think I need them...
I can't live without them...
I can't live lonely...
I scared...
really...

sienz...

haiz...nothing to do loh...
only can "shang wang, shang wang and shang wang... "
why my holiday so uninteresting wan ha...
I want to go shopping le...
where is my friend?!
where are you all!!!
I wanna go out!!!
hai...very sienz loh...
sienz...

hongkong trip

hai...juz came back from hongkong a few days...
the hongkong trip is quiet interesting la...
and my bro's handphone was steal by some ppl in hongkong...
so pity...haha...

very sienz in home... nothing to do...
yeh...I juz buy the moden...
cause my old wan spoilt...

ai...my hair is very ungly and very "sa" le...
I hate my hair!!!

still have 8 days and the holiday end...
I dun wan to go to school le...

我的心声

好伤心...
只是早一点去而已就呱呱叫...
为什么他又可以每次去...
而且还过夜叻...
为什么酱不公平的...
我朋友都没有怎样...
你吵屁阿...
别人每次都可以去...
妈妈都没有怎样...
你又那么反对...
为什么...
我好伤心哦...
我哭了...

不了解

唉...为什么我那么令人讨厌呢...
难道就因为我的小姐脾气吗...
我知道我很小气...
可是我会改的...
为什么你要无缘无故的不爽我们...
你讲我们的性格奇怪...难道你不会吗...
就算这样难道他们两个的性格不奇怪吗...
你真的有一点奇怪...
我们到底那里奇怪...
你又不讲好来我们怎样改。。。
难道你要这样一辈子不爽我们吗...
还是你真如别人所说的吗...
如果是这样我希望你能改掉你的坏习惯...
我不想再这样下去了...